LONG over due … please READ up!?!
I haven’t written a blog in around two weeks. I haven’t really responded to emails, texts, voice mails, etc. as well. So here is a long winded … picture filled, story driven, video covered BLOG. It’s long but informative. Kind of.
MY LIFE:
So the past few weeks we (Anabolic) have been moving buildings. This resulted in me having no internet for a while, hence the lack of web presence on my part. I also got a new phone but the old numbers didn’t transfer. So incoming texts were replied with, “sorry, who dis?” Then came the lack of production, lack of funds and lack of many other things. So yeah depression, frustration, etc. set in. Also now I am not given a key to my new office … meaning … I can’t edit at nights or on my time, I can’t be in my comfort zone, I can’t leave my supplies and fun things locked in my office … MEANING … most of my time will be spent at home working or if I get my own rented office, I will be there. So for the 24/7 Webcam, I will do it from my home … in translation, when not editing, you peeps will see my fat cats chasing each other.
With all this going on, I also have notices a change in people. I believe paranoia comes from guilt. If one is paranoid over whatever issues, in my opinion their guilt is the result of this feeling. Whatever you do unto others, you feel might be done on you. IE, you are cheater, so your paranoia makes you think others cheat on you. So paranoid people have been removed from my life. Also people’s true colors are shown in the hard of times. When all is well, we all are good to each other. But once shit hits the fan, let’s see how many still treat you as before. During these harsh times, I have experienced people’s true nature. Again, limiting my associations with those folks.
Now for some positives. My little niece no matter her screaming or crying over my favorite shows, still is the cutest thing I have ever seen. Being in a LA more often now, this gives me an opportunity to hang with the little precious. Also I have someone in my life that with a simple text lightens up my mood. Another positive and reason why I stay the way I am while surrounded by sometimes the worst of worst. Now I have three females to spoil in my life.
WORK:
As I stated previously work at Anabolic is slow. I am in the middle of the best cast I have ever shot, yet production is at a stand still. I have been doing camera work for Twistys.com though, which is a nice change of pace. We get to shoot hot girls and get paid. Very rewarding and fun. PLUS with my director/editor reel I have managed to secure some of the hottest girls as their official website camera guy. Here is my plan, I have my portable DVD player that is constantly charged with my reel inside. With every meeting or shoot, the girlies see and the girlies like it … my reel that is. The last few weeks/months I have been shooting and editing for the top chicas out there as well as building a core of pornchick fans of my work. Can you imagine working daily with Jayden Jaymes, London Keyes, Mason Moore and Shyla Stylez?! No shit, that’s my life. Right now. Not just working with them … working with them naked!
MasonMooreXXX.com shoots
Shyla Stylez Party shoot
JaydenJaymesXXX.com shoot
FINALLY:
I just saw that I have 4 award nominations for the Urban X Awards coming up at the end of the month. This means I will be attending the event with a date and a entourage hopefully. And if I win (which I doubt because I am not Urban) I will make a special type of acceptance that I will be working on until then. Also I need to make flavor flav jealous of my out fit, so yeah it’s going to be fun. Here is the blog from last year’s event. 2008 URBAN SPICE AWARDS
and MORE:
Here is a picture for some bad ass Military dudes fighting for us overseas. I am putting a nice care package for them and anyone interested in helping out please contact me. I want to thank Jayden Jaymes for helping out in a big way.
